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oh, how I wish I could tell you this.
I'm living in denial the whole time
I'll confessed to you when SPM is over...
so that i wouldn't embarrassed myself in front of you who might think I'm kidding myself
I know where I stand
and that's why, right now it's better for me to pretend not liking you
and treat you just the same, as others

it's funny that you don't even know that, every time you talked to me, I couldn't resist myself from smiling
and every time I talked to you, I can't watch deep into your eyes.
I tried once, and my heart beats strongly as if it's going to burst.
I minimize my speech when talking to you so that you will never caught me liking you
and i think I've done a great job.